A keresztfiam nemrég lett két éves, és olyan kis pasas, hogy csoda.
csütörtök, augusztus 17, 2006
hétfő, augusztus 14, 2006
Fekete tulipán... vagyis ennyit az én hiszékenységemről - Black Tulip... or a few words about my credulousness
Néhány napja édesanyám lelkendzve mondta, hogy képzeljem el, hogy fekete tulipán nyílik a kertünkben. Ezt a csodálatos hírt lelkendezve adtam tovább Kati néninek, háziorvosomnak, két beteg között, amikor a virágokról ábrándoztunk. Ő csak annyit kérdezett, hogy nincs túl késő már a tulipán nyílásához? Mire én nemes egyszerűséggel kijelentettem, hogy Csikban nem lehet késő.
Eddig tart a mese. Az igazság pedig az, hogy gyönyörűszép sötétbordó kardvirág nyílt, mely bimbó állapotában még feketének látszott, és a tulipán csak egy szellemes asszociáció volt anyum részéről. Értitek? Fekete tulipán...
A virág gyönyörű, ti is láthatjátok, én ránéztem és az Isten kedves kacsintását láttam benne. OOOOlyan széééép.
Legyetek áldottak.
Krisztina
Black Tulip... or a few words about my credulousness :)
Few days ago my mother ws telling me with great happiness that we have black tulips in our garden. And I forwarded this wonderful news to my doctor, between two pacients when we were sharing our idea about the beutifl flower that she got that day. She asked me if it is not too late for tulips, and I anwered no, in Csikszereda everything can happen.
So this was tha fairy tale.
The truth is that we have in garden beautiful gladiolus, dark red ones (almost black) You can see for yourself that it is really beautiful. God'wonder.
Krisztina
szombat, augusztus 12, 2006
Home sweet home
So this is my blog, my thoughts and myself...
You know, these days I am thinking a lot about beauty and peace, but especially about the need what I found in myself to get in touch with beautiful, peaceful things. I am sure, that everybody has got this thirst deep down in his or her soul, heart... Two weeks ago I was in a christian camp, a worship camp. We were talking about a lot of things, but now I would love to write just about one issue.
Our Lord says in the Bible I am saint and I want you to be saint. Suddenly I rememberd an evening, when I was living in Oradea, and we were together some friends and our priest, and one girl ( I have not met her before) said that she wants to become saint, and than I tought... ok good for you, but it is something, that just a few of us ( I mean human beings) succeded to do... and to be honest I also thought that she is a little bit ... you know... too christian... I thought that this is exaggeration... Sudenly I rememberd Mother Teresa's words, being saint is not a privilige but it is a duty of everybody...
It was a really hard time for me, cause I had to decide wether I want to live a GOD worshipping life (means 100% saint, and living for God), or I want to stay with my wishes, with my rules ( they have driven me in very bad situation lately) my wishes... and my bad habbits and so on...it was a great struggle, but during praying I felt, that I like that God is saint, I felt that He is pure, good, loveful and I need His goodness, His love... I feel good in His presence... and when I decided to give my life in His hands, and I said yes to His call, I felt a strong YES in my heart, that YES, FINALLY I HAVE GOT HOME... it was amazing... I have found what I was searching for... my GOD...
I do not say that I am saint, and I will never but never do anything wrong, and never sin once again in my life, but I want to say that I forget what is behind me, and I look up to the cross, to Jesus, who took all our sins, all our weaknesses and all our problems. In Jesus we can have a new life, and oh we all need this new life.. I needed so much...
I believe that somehow all the struggles in our life are for doing something good, to have a nice family, to help poor peoples, to love somebody, to give love, to recieve love... I know, that life is not like this, there are wars, bad things, people are greedy and so on and so on, but these are all because we decided that we can live without God, we wanted to know what is good or what is wrong... you know Adam and Eva...
I could say a lot more, but today I just wanted to share my arriving home.
I would like to say that my english is not so good, so please try to understand what I would love to express. I will write more in hungarian, but I will surely try to do my best to share my thoughts in english as well.
God bless you.
Krisztina
You know, these days I am thinking a lot about beauty and peace, but especially about the need what I found in myself to get in touch with beautiful, peaceful things. I am sure, that everybody has got this thirst deep down in his or her soul, heart... Two weeks ago I was in a christian camp, a worship camp. We were talking about a lot of things, but now I would love to write just about one issue.
Our Lord says in the Bible I am saint and I want you to be saint. Suddenly I rememberd an evening, when I was living in Oradea, and we were together some friends and our priest, and one girl ( I have not met her before) said that she wants to become saint, and than I tought... ok good for you, but it is something, that just a few of us ( I mean human beings) succeded to do... and to be honest I also thought that she is a little bit ... you know... too christian... I thought that this is exaggeration... Sudenly I rememberd Mother Teresa's words, being saint is not a privilige but it is a duty of everybody...
It was a really hard time for me, cause I had to decide wether I want to live a GOD worshipping life (means 100% saint, and living for God), or I want to stay with my wishes, with my rules ( they have driven me in very bad situation lately) my wishes... and my bad habbits and so on...it was a great struggle, but during praying I felt, that I like that God is saint, I felt that He is pure, good, loveful and I need His goodness, His love... I feel good in His presence... and when I decided to give my life in His hands, and I said yes to His call, I felt a strong YES in my heart, that YES, FINALLY I HAVE GOT HOME... it was amazing... I have found what I was searching for... my GOD...
I do not say that I am saint, and I will never but never do anything wrong, and never sin once again in my life, but I want to say that I forget what is behind me, and I look up to the cross, to Jesus, who took all our sins, all our weaknesses and all our problems. In Jesus we can have a new life, and oh we all need this new life.. I needed so much...
I believe that somehow all the struggles in our life are for doing something good, to have a nice family, to help poor peoples, to love somebody, to give love, to recieve love... I know, that life is not like this, there are wars, bad things, people are greedy and so on and so on, but these are all because we decided that we can live without God, we wanted to know what is good or what is wrong... you know Adam and Eva...
I could say a lot more, but today I just wanted to share my arriving home.
I would like to say that my english is not so good, so please try to understand what I would love to express. I will write more in hungarian, but I will surely try to do my best to share my thoughts in english as well.
God bless you.
Krisztina
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